Psalm 42:5, “Why are you in despair, O my soul? And why have you become disturbed within me? Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him for the help of his presence.” NASB1995
Psalm 42:5-6, “Why am I discouraged? Why is my heart so sad? I will put my hope in God! I will praise him again – my Savior and my God! NLT.
We all have various kinds and types of struggles we will go through during our lifetime. One of them is dealing with pain in a medical illness or one’s lumbar findings. Paul in the New Testament had a known “thorn in the flesh” in 2 Corinthians 12:7-9. It was a constant source of irritation to him, but it is not clearly stated what it was. Some say it was a chronic eye problem. One source listed migraines. But we do know it was a source of real pain that he had to endure, and we are told it was to keep him humble. Yet God did not take it away but told him, “But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
Dear one, we may not know the reason behind our difficulty, be it physical, emotional, or financial, but we can be assured by the hope we have in the promises of God that He has a purpose and that His grace is all-sufficient in the middle of the struggle. I recommend using these verses as your prayer as they have been mine this past week:
- Lamentations 3:24-25, “The LORD is my portion,” says my soul, “therefore I will hope in him.” The LORD is good to those who wait for him, to the soul who seeks him. It is good that one should wait quietly for the salvation of the LORD.”
- Psalm 27:13-14, “I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living! Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD!”
- Psalm 37:7, “Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; fret not yourselves over the one who prospers in his way, over the man who carries out evil devices!”
- Hebrews 10:36-37, “For you have need of endurance, so that when you have done the will of God, you may receive what is promised. For, “Yet a little while, and the coming one will come and will not delay.”
- Psalm 34:18, “Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all.”
When you are in the middle of your struggle, think about how the works of God might be displayed in you, as Christ used in healing a blind man, to teach about faith and glorifying God, in John 9:1-3. Ask God for His vision for your life and a clearer perspective. Turn from the attention of all the pain onto what God is doing in your (in my) life instead. There is hope. There is victory despite what your body is going through. Seek out proper medical answers and be your own advocate as needed. Then, when you fall into those emotional swings of discouragement when undergoing shooting pain, because that is a pattern that happens, and most commonly at 3:00 AM, recite Psalm 42:5 and stay strong in the hope of answers coming from God. Remember, you are in His presence right in the middle of your struggle.
Listen to Ride the Storm (featuring Jane Evelyn), Judah Collective. Written by Jane Evelyn and LeAnn Squier, 2024, Judah Collective.